I’ll place them in a box Made of ancient oak Wood so old its black I’ll seal it with wax Wrap it in black cloth And bind it with gold and silver wire I’ll burn the seals in to it I’ll place it on the highest self Towards the front Were I can gaze at it But I'll never open it again It stay there, untouched, collecting dust Seen but not touched Every good memory Every sad moment Every emotion Every feeling Locked away Deep inside So goodbye May you never open But I’ll keep you here Just remembering
I stand here upon our hill top Silver tears run down my cheeks Reality hits You say I mattered The truth is I was nothing more than a distraction From the pain you felt The need for someone else Kleine Blume You would say With was seemed to be love in your voice Daddy I would whisper with complete love and devotion I was nothing more than a distraction And when things changed When the opportunity came I was left behind on this hill top Where the sun is setting and rising Where the great oak stands strong, ever looming Where time stops Alone Left on this hill top Where the promises were made Where dreams and hopes were birthed Where we were silent But spoke words beyond comprehension When things got hard When your world seamed consumed by darkness Your mind sinking deep You didn’t fight Instead, you let you stop you And so you faded away Now I watch as you walk down the hill, Not even a glance back The colors draining away with you The light of the world
Looking up at you, your highlighted by the setting sun, And in an instant, I see your duality, The light and the dark Two wolves that coexist in you, that are you One white as snow, now marred by the curse that has started to spread One black as the void, reflecting the darkness that now consumes. One's eyes that are blue as the sky, the other, red as blood. Laying in your lap, looking up The sense of calm and the feeling of belonging Floods my being. Safe, loved, protected Never the hero that would sacrifice one to save the world. But the villain that would sacrifice the world to save the one. A father, A husband, A Friend, An enemy, A teacher. A protector. That duality calms me One who has embraced themselves Who helps me embrace my duality Someone who is bright and light And in the same instant is the void Who can be full of emotion Or void of it Rational and irrational On this hill top, with the great oak behind us As the sun sets Here in this moment Together in a place
Silver blue eyes looked up and watched bloody feathers dot the surface. The red became diluted then was gone, but still more feather and then full wings fell. Suddenly a body fell crashed and sunk in to her depths. Anger coursed through her as she rose out of the water. Her body formed form water its self but her eyes were crystal clear and unchanging.
"Enough!" she yelled and the ocean turned and tossed around her.
Suddenly water spouts formed and the feathers stopped falling. She glanced around before descending in to the water depths again. She went to the body that was b